Al-fatihah.

"Kk ni budak yang baik" - Umi Kamariah.
3 days before she forever left.

11 Mar 1945 - 8th february 2012.




It's been a year already.
But it seems like yesterday.

Dulu saya imagine, kita akan tua bersama. She is eighty, and I forty. And we still gonna live together.. But umm..it won't happen.

Hmm.

After she died, I miss her every second.
Yang hanya tinggal adalah kenangan.
Selepas dia pergi tu lah, I keep question myself. I ada buat salah tak.
Masa tu lah, semua dosa I pernah buat datang silih berganti-macam slideshow.
Tinggikan suara, tak buat apa yang dia suruh, lawan cakap,tak tolong dia.
And all these things came to me and blame me.

And I also question, whether she will go to heaven. What she will answer, when mungkar nakir ask her. What she's doing now? Is she can see me now?

Yes these things pop out in my head.

What I only can do is Do the good deed. And every good deed gets pahala, and recite the pahala for her.

Those who read this. It is an honour if you may recite her with Al- Fatihah. Hope every good deed that we did,or gonna do, may get bless from Allah.

Aamiin.
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