22.2.14

how people without a cat eat. how people with a cat eat.

today my confident level sangat tinggi. because 'the adorable' wished birthday kan.
I was so happy for entire day.. till this thing happen..

My kawan lama called, she said lets meet up. I have something for you. I was like yes, pasal I selalu je malas kalau orang nak jumpa. so tetiba je I agreed nak jumpa.

I decided to meet her at the coffee shop, I arrived first so i waited for her and suddenly a tall good looking guy said to me ' hi, boleh duduk sini? and I was like hah? , yes sure. Suddenly my fghiend showed up, said this is my fiance. she came with him.and showed her ring. and I was like."you are getting married. yeayyy!

My confident felll like negative infinity. i didnt know how my face reacted but I am sure it was poker face.

she told me how she met bla bla. already bought a house.bla bla bla. hantaran bla bla bla. senang cerita. untunglaaa. dah jodoh. congratulation. semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.

what was in my mind at that time. my crush  twitted me birthday wish and I became crazy all day. tu je pencapaian I dalam dunia pencintaan. 

she offered me to kenen- kenen me with someone. i was like ok. but in my mind I cannot be kenen2. I m not choosy. I am just not a typical one. I don't have parents, I don't have money, I don't  have car. I don't have a good job. i am not ready to call someone 'abang', and I am fat! 

then my sister has sent me this .


Yes now i understand, nasib awak yang baik, buat saya rasa nasib saya tak baik.

but I am happy. I have cats. that means I am kind- hearted. don't worry good thing never come easy.

last not least. congratulation A. U deserved him ;))


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