Baru ni I gi basuh kereta. So ade lah mak chic sorang with her daughter and grandaughter. sembang2 social kampung , then suddenly the makchic asked me.
“ Kawen dok lagi ni?”
at this age. 40. orang baru started tanya perihal kahwin. maybe orang nampak aku muda . well millenial.
Tak tahu la.
Will you marry me?
you know to whom I want to marry before ? Yes I want to marry TT . not because I love him. because.. he lives less than 5 minutes from my house. yes kalau kawen and gaduh senang nak balik rumah. I knew him since we were in primary. and i know hes single. and hes 42.
Even he is jobless ( i guess)err okay freelance . takpe duit belanja kite asing2. hes a musican, he is a photographer. he sells pictures .he knows how to make good coffee. so okay la. tapi tu lah dia pun taknak kt I kot.
back 2022 ade jugak kenal orang. Masa tu I cakap if ade orang ajak date keluar. I setuju je. biasalah Allah akan uji apa yang kite cakap. All of sudden ade lelaki asked me out. tak handsome, semua tak ada dalam checklist. tapi I tak keluar pun jugak. sampailah suatu hari i like a month bertukar pendapat. I rasa nak ajak dia keluar. and guess what he was married on that day. Alhamdulillah, so tak payah nak kat dia.
I penah sign up for tinder. it was only last for 5 hours, lepas scroll jumpa dokter yang i selalu nampak dekat fyp. dia beli tinder premium. then i paranoid, i taknak situasi bila kita blind date. sampai2 like “ Lah dia ni!?” so I deleted the account.
So here I am. I am not pretty. Im old, I only have money for myself. I have a sick brother to take care of. I have nothing to give to a marriage. But I kelakar. I can make you laugh with my silly jokes. yes my garang ustazah, berair air mata laughed at my silly jokes. I can listen to your story. I can make you tell your story. I only cook for myself and my brother. Pretty simple meal.
hmm will you marry me? errr.
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