the eyes never lie chico

Fernando, setiap kali u menjelma ( wow menjelma) i always remember your eyes. the eyes when you were looking at me on 19th August. The goodbye eyes when we said goodbye. I miss you lah wei. mana u pergi. arghhh stress. 

dont you miss me when i miss you

 Fernando , i rinduu gileee. but i cant text u anymore. i takmbohla jadi mcm tone deaf ( words apa ni) . u dont want to ask me out ke? i tak kisah breadcrumb tak breadcrumb . tak tahuuu nk hadapi hari2 macam mana lagi. 

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 tapi tu la i cant stand away from u pulak. mak esah mana u pakai ni babe. tak apa kita cuba hari ni. 

it is over aite .

Babe, I enjoyed all your attention. Seriously I did. bak kata Sienna Spirro " if happiness just an illusion, you are the best I ever had"

Why i ve been like this? Sebenarnya, yesterday I had a chat with M, why Fernando acted like this? Excited at first then left me hanging there. but when i senyap, he tried to poke me with some likes on my posts. 

M kata, " ni dia panggil breadcrumb" hahaha. tiba tiba aku rasa so 'thread' kan? " he just wanted to keep you around pasal dia rasa mu adorable. 

tapi ciri- ciri breadcrumb semua ada pada u Fernando. ye ah conversation never go deeper.  Ajak hangout tapi lepas tu senyap. rileks, we are just friend. If I have feeling for u , itu I punya pasal la.  I tak ajak eh go further. Tapi tu lah sekarang dah macam motong dah sikit.

Fernando jangan lah jadi breadcrumb. you have everything. stand tall. kalau rasa suka any girl gi je ngorat. kalau tak suka, tell her "  we are not on the same boat" or " Bukan kite kawan je ke?" You are allowed to do that. You are adorable enough.

 Biar orang macam I je jadi breadcrumb. Pasal aku memang breadcrumb. Mangsa breadcrumb aku adalah Nemo a friend who lives abroad, she always asks  "Lets ngopi" whenever comes back to Terengganu. padahal selalau chat tapi bile dia balik Malaysia. I akan ghost dia. Pasal I memang lack of confidence and Nemo is somebody. but I love Nemo.

I really like u Fernando well who doesnt? but now, i need to remind myself whenever I talk to u , I need talk about what is happening in the present. nothing more. memang bosan but what to do. Take care babe. 

😎

 

yaaa i enjoyed it too

i miss you

I am not asking  your love in return. My feeling for you are on a whole different level. I haven’t feel this way in a very long time. 

You know what? I recite u Surah Ar-Rahman for you almost every day so that you are always blessed, loved, and protected. Yeah, I know I'm that sweet.

yeah i owed u a bundle of spanish latte.

i memang nak belanjah u, tapi tak ke nampak i macam beria. so i low key.

take care babe. yes you Fernando. 

actually

 i miss you. but what to do.