12.10.26

it is over aite .

Babe, I enjoyed all your attention. Seriously I did. bak kata Sienna Spirro " if happiness just an illusion, you are the best I ever had"

Why i ve been like this? Sebenarnya, yesterday I had a chat with M, why Fernando acted like this? Excited at first then left me hanging there. but when i senyap, he tried to poke me with some likes on my posts. 

M kata, " ni dia panggil breadcrumb" hahaha. tiba tiba aku rasa so 'thread' kan? " he just wanted to keep you around pasal dia rasa mu adorable. 

tapi ciri- ciri breadcrumb semua ada pada u Fernando. ye ah conversation never go deeper.  Ajak hangout tapi lepas tu senyap. rileks, we are just friend. If I have feeling for u , itu I punya pasal la.  I tak ajak eh go further. Tapi tu lah sekarang dah macam motong dah sikit.

Fernando jangan lah jadi breadcrumb. you have everything. stand tall. kalau rasa suka any girl gi je ngorat. kalau tak suka, tell her "  we are not on the same boat" or " Bukan kite kawan je ke?" You are allowed to do that. You are adorable enough.

 Biar orang macam I je jadi breadcrumb. Pasal aku memang breadcrumb. Mangsa breadcrumb aku adalah Nemo a friend who lives abroad, she always asks  "Lets ngopi" whenever comes back to Terengganu. padahal selalau chat tapi bile dia balik Malaysia. I akan ghost dia. Pasal I memang lack of confidence and Nemo is somebody. but I love Nemo.

I really like u Fernando well who doesnt? but now, i need to remind myself whenever I talk to u , I need talk about what is happening in the present. nothing more. memang bosan but what to do. Take care babe. 


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