Who you are.

Apabila menyenaraikanpendekkan PROSPEK , make sure;

'I m hotter and better than your EX, and no more next.'

Zooming,PROSPEK dikenalpasti.
Weh PROSPEK ni sweet macam seth tan.(best bro best bro). rupa? Tak hodoh.Gf? Jap google.

Sekali tengok resume PROSPEK'S steady gf's wishlist: #1;nak main bungee jumping di jurang Mariana, 2#:Nak diving di laut caspian. 3#super bla bla. 4# super bla.bla

Bila compare gf dengan diri sendiri, nak letak 'PROSPEK' di list KIV pon tak lepas daaaa. Pasal I taknak kena chop 'Lame nye lah gf baru u, nak cari gf baru pon, carilah yang lebih bagus dari I.

nak fikir jap apa dia wishlist I; 

1.Nak kerja lepas raya.

2.fikir lagi.

3.fikir lagi

haih lame. okelah I balik bodo.

Chasing Pavements

#np Chasing Pavements

Today is already 28 june! Rasanya baru je macam kelmarin duduk lintas2 dekat jalan kat Melaka. Ok whatever.

Yes dulu time I habis je diploma, nov 2008, Dec 2008 dah sambung degree. Cuti sebulan just berdebar dengan result. Wasted! At the earlier degree, I asyik banyak fail paper, and I  cakap kat diri I ni pasal tak rest betul2. Sepatutnya I tak sambung lagi degree, I sepatutnya rest dulu kat rumah.bla.bla. Memang manusia. Tak bersyukur. Lemah. sikit-sikit salahkan tu salahkan ni. Ok thats it.

Time degree, I asyik cakap tak minat subject tu, tak minat subject ni. I minat art lah. tapi sampai sekarang satu kerja art I pun tak buat.haha. ok boo me!

Samalah dengan sekarang, I ingat lepas degree I nak cari kerja. Tapi sekarang dah almost a year i tak buat apa2. boo me again. Gaaah! i keep loafing myself from seeing other. Orang ajak jumpa.taknak jumpa. Orang call tak angkat. Pasal I tak ada cerita nak cerita. Pasal I malas nak cerita.

so tarik nafas nyanyi! three four...Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements.Even if it leads nowhere?Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place.Should I leave it there?Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements.Even if it leads nowhere?

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over. If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further.Enjoy je moment yang ada. Maybe lepas ni I dah tak ada lagi moment ni. Kalau ada rezeki tak kemana kan? Every story will be end with happy ending kan? so dengar je jarum jam berdetik. tik tok tik tok.

and I tak tau kenapa I tulis entry ni. Saje nak test skil menaip. Nasib baik laju lagi.


p/s happy pills adalah hormon selepas period.happy sungguh!

This innocence is brilliant.

 #np Innocence- Avril Lavigne.

I seorang yang bila dapat benda baru,barang lama dilupakan. Tapi takdelah lupa sampai tak ingat. Cuma. Jarang ingat.Ikutlah nak interpret macam mana. I try to not be that teruk. Tapi nak buat macam mana.Habit.

Contohnya, time I darjah 1, I duduk kelas paling last. Pasal I tak pergi sekolah tadika. so I memang 0. I tak tau eja.Tak tau tengok jadual. Tak tau apa dia kerja sekolah. So i tak tau. So one day i kena denda dengan ustazah pasal tak buat huruf 'TSA' sebagai kerja rumah. Ye lah buku jawi, I tak ingat mula dari belakang. So I tak terperasan I ada kerja sekolah. so I kena denda berdiri atas kerusi. So selepas kejadian tu, classmate I nama dia Mariam. dia yang selalu call I setiap hari bagitau I buat ni buat tu .so I kawan baik dengan Mariam. Sekejap je lah I kawan. lepas tu I dah tak kawan dah. pasal I dah pandai. Selepas naik darjah 2, I dapat no 1 and terus masuk kelas no.1, so seluruh kelas darjah 1 dulu I dah tak kawan. I budak kelas no 1, apa barang kawan dengan budak kelas last. Tapi kalau jumpa dekat kantin, I tetap senyum.

Tulah kehidupan I. lepas habis madu, memang sepah I buang. Tapi akhir-akhir ni, I dapat rasa macam mana Mariam rasa. Memang tak jai ho langsung rasanya. Someone yang pernah the most closest be the most strange-rest one. Karma is the bitch aite? Tak apalah apa- apa pun. Nanti kahwin jemput lah. Tak apalah tak jadi pengapit. Tak jadi jong kake. Jadi jong makan nasi minyak pun jadi. 

middle age crisis.

 11.2.11- great combination.


the word i yang rasa sekarang i nak abolish selama2nya
ialah 'BILA'


bila dah masuk u,u tanya bila nak habis belajar.
bila dah habis belajar,u tanya bila nak kerja?
bila dah kerja,u tanya bila nak kahwin?
bila dah kahwin,u tanya bila nak dapat anak?
bila dah dapat anak,u tanya bila anak akan masuk setahun 18 bulan?

bila yang tak boleh blah ialah;
bila nak kurus?

sampai BILA?

sorry,i berhadapan dengan middle age crisis ni.

Bila resah
ingat saat indah.
bila rindu,
ku nyanyikan lagu mu.
(anuar zain takpe kalo nak sebut 'bila')

arghhhh 9 days more to go berhadapan dengan krisis pertengahan umur.not nice.not nice!

typo error & talk error

btw,firstly can i shout?

i already have Blackberry Bold 3! Peace World!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxxoxoxxoxoxoxo

Juanita:buat sekarang.buat sekarang.

me:oke,nanti aku buat,aku bukan macam mu DUK SAJE!

Juanita:sedap kata orang duk saje!

fine, i admit i kata duk saje.tp swear to God,i really mean 'duduk setempat' je. I JUST SAY IT! I didn't means duduk saja goyang kaki.

then it narat to twitter fight.mu kata ke aku.aku kate ke mu.
padahal kalau kaji awal2,menda kecik je.

someone said,macam budak darjah 3 gaduh dengan budak umur 5 tahun.haha.



tapi before u say;
'without me, i could say you are nothing'

please think twice.

and before u say;

Selamat menggemukkan diri
sila amek tangan slap ur own face!


TAKE EASY BREATH EASY.

 and thanks ajar aku twitter, even aku ade account twitter dulu dari kau.

good morning quoters.

bangun pagi-pagi pukul 8, not a good one,kalau tidur pukul 3.30 

firstly, i log in i nampak

bangun pagi,gosok gigi,pegi sungai petani,

tengok megikariiiii,hee hee byee KL,hello sungai petani

status FB  Tuan Puteri.

and i recall, balik i chat dengan ex-schoolmate i before tido,and now in my mind, it was like, status twitter.

'kalau u tak boleh nampak bodoh depan orang yang u sayang, depan siapa lagi?'

fakir ,  Pisau Cukur

dalam konteks ini Pisau Cukur,lain cite lah.dia Maya Karin, bila buat bodoh nampak cute, kalau i?

'kalau u nampak bodoh depan orang yang u sayang, i think u'll look like a stupid blonde-big ta-ta implans and fat, and people keep talking nonsense with u.Actually,u are in a big trouble honey.

kaykay,Money Can Buy Love.

or

'dreckquacktitude'

Andre Leon Talley,ANTM 14

so, siapa menang,fakir or kaykay?

2 beautiful ladies standing before me, and 1 photo in my hand.so who gonna stay,

who gonna go home?

Tyra  Banks,ANTM

and tiba2 je lagu ni muncul,kat MTV

You don't have to feel like a waste of space.You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds.After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Katy Perry, Firework

bangun pagi2,pukul 8, not turn me well,and quotes lagi

i crap. a lot!

Kumi,About me FB

last but not least, terimalah dari i. haha,bukan2 Katy Perry.

p/s:nice chat with my ex-hi school mate.she still amazing and stay the same.

nella porta

-genap 2 minggu i duduk rumah, and im missing melaka so badly.aduhhhh sakit menanggung rindu.

-a job hunter.

-penganggur narghhh.cliche!i want to use 'no commitment'.it sounds freeeeeeeeedom.

-my everyday is like cerita 'Seratus Hari Jadi or Everyday is Christmas'. same routine.bla bla blaa.
huarghhhhhhh. hari ni hari apa? see hari pun dah lupa.

-gossipless. dosa kurang.

-no cuci mata lively.its only cuci mata virtually.wut tuh fuh. xbestlah.tak ada dari mata jatuh ke hati.

-zero chance untuk jumpa jodoh.

-kaftan is my daily uniform.

-remote astro is my bff.

-giant, mydin are my malls.movies? download sudah.

-Masterchef and ANTM cycle 14 and coming soon cycle 15. cerita macam mana nak masak bagus
and macam mana nak jadi model bagus. hmm.di mana sychronizenya?

thats all thank you.

Senorita.

Current State: Memphis Tennessee. (JT was my neighbour)

i m graduated even its not be certified yet,but i considered already graduated.result tak keluar lagi.kang repeat mana nak tau.ala considered je lah dah habis.

i always dream i'll work at the big city New York after im graduated from NYU. I dream of working at New York Times as a reporter maybe.or be a sectary at Washington DC, but i think my dream will never be come true.

once i told my hasrat to work in big city to my family.everybody frowned? and say what? and they laughed.a sinis one laughed. They said who gonna take over the our farm? Who gonna manage our motel and running our zillion empire bussinesses? Susah kalau jadi pewaris utama harta pusaka.semua nak suruh I. Then my family never applied basic human right.semua kena ikut cakap depa norr.

Based on my eating habits lately. i can  prognosis that i'll face up obesity .oh no!Yes.since my sister  influeced by Masterchef and Top Chef,she cooks almost everyday.she cooks semua sedap like hellkitchen.OK just imagined, at 2am she cook 'sausages zongreng Tennessee cheese' and dia suruh i rasa and rate it.

So i guaranteed u all pun boleh prognosis what will happen to me kan? ala i tau u nak cakap apa kat i. u nak cakap i akan jadi contestant biggest loser kan?boooo!cliche lah!

but.

i still search the jobs.i have made up my resume and send it 'underground'ly. nasiblah.

so Mia and Magie and other friends in NY. if u come back to Tennesee, we still can hangout at the Gossip Kitchen or On The Court Cafe here in Memphis.

lots of loves

Senorita,All the way from Memphis.

p/s:rekaan semata2

eating disorder :O

eating.eating.eating.

will see the result soon.

akhir-akhir tahun ni semua mengalami perpisahan.

the fact that i hate about separated or falling apart or whatever means is.
people change.
they wont be BSUSICUB4

they'll meet new people,
they'll make new friends.
they'll change their style.

ala,u tengok gamabr u, masa u sem pertama,
semua baik je.
now?
semua dah pakai tudung syria,
or ala2 yuna arab kan?haha

hmm,they maybe not fully forget us.
but it still a lil bit change here and there.

so just enjoyed the moment.
feel it.
rasa itu penting kan?



haha.
btw BSUSICUB4.
just stay the same as u can be

p/s: i'll come out with my several entries about what i had in melaka. ala dari coursemates,sampailah roomates.so stay tune!

see u later alligator